I like to make up songs and if they kinda sound good to me ill add them here
I like to play dress up it feels like its made for me
Carefully getting ready in my disguise very specifically
I don't have that much money so my choices are pretty niche
I treat it as a sacred art like its woven in my history generationally
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I used to hate myself and that feeling never fades
That doesnt matter now because i have to deal with better things
Friendships and emotional bonds are what I really seek
especially this certain one with a past friend, a boy from my dreams.
relationships are boring yet still gives me a great thrill
like how when we pick a quiet spot away from crowds and we make out
We're getting dirty fast im left with mixed spit around my mouth
I dont mind that part at all i hope no one figures out why im so late to health
I blame it on "being busy" yeah right, Im gettin it on we dont go beyond the limits keep it from under the belt
I made this song because of the lack of emotional connection in my relationship while having such high romantic regard for eachother still wanting to reanact my fantasies of doing it dressed up