This isnt a good character im proud of, This character represents an obbsessive kind of love i have when I like someone too much, during these times i get jealous, angry, depressed, possesive, ive found that these emotions appear no matter how much i hate it, id pled at night to forget the lingering feelings, to find something that would gross me out enough to get over them, just something to make me hate them, but i cant force these emotions to disapper, the only solution ive found was to . It makes me feel dirty, disgusting, creepy, weird; though it is a part of me i cannot control and seek comfort in. He manifested since i was in kindergarten, again in 2021, then last in 2023 and continuing. Kindergarten a boy with ginger hair had done something nice to me, I dont remeber what it was that made me like him so much but